I was having one of those sorts of day’s today and then some really amazing ( & simple ) little things happened to start to shift my vibration and shift my shit ? phew!
Let me share more…. I feel this will support you too SiStar ?
Long story short my labradoodle magical milo hasn’t been having a very magical few weeks and some old patterns of fear / protection / aggression have been showing up, this as well as not coming back or wanting to go back on his lead which is an explosive combination. Anyway, this morning was the final straw when he had a go at 2 innocent passer by dogs and created a right old ruckus!
I was really shaken up and felt lots of those kind of emotions we don’t enjoy, tears were flowing and my body was shaking! I feel sad about milo possibly having to be an on the lead all the time dog as well. I’ve taken inspired action and contacted our dog trainer so let’s see. That said, the interesting part of all of this was the way it triggered me and the reactions which followed once I got home….
Deep feelings of personal failure and not being good enough, blame and shame, masses of tears and not very nice self talk. “It’s my fault!” “I’m no good!” “How did I manifest this?” “Milo is mirroring me WFT am I doing wrong?” “Was it my energy?”
I decided to clean my cottage to help support me clearing my vibes, then I noticed myself judging my cottage, the things which need fixing up, how small it is, how it’s not my ideal house ( it’s actually really fab but I was sinking into a hole ). It was as if everything around me was rubbish, no good and shouldn’t even bother existing! eeeeek!
Have you ever felt like that ?
Then as I continued to clean ( my cottage and myself! ) I noticed how I started to drop deeper down the hole, once again judging myself, my business, my perceived failures, the enormity of and extreme~ness of life’s contrast. I started to think what’s the point ! May as well just give up now ! Can’t carry on it’s too hard !
Spiralling downwards !!
Now, I’m a big believer in honouring how we actually feel. Feel it heal it. That said I am also a big advocate of swiftly moving onwards and upwards and taking the bounce to better feeling thoughts and emotions….. It’s taken me a little time today, some magical chats with friends and some coaching for myself too! Yes even coaches need coaching ?
All of this brought me to the realisation that I didn’t want to actually give up.
I don’t want to give up on milo he’s my fur baby and I love him!
I don’t want to give up on my cottage, it’s like a holiday cottage and I love it!
I don’t want to give up on my business or my dreams, it’s what keeps me alive!
The feeling I was actually having rather than give all of this up was to give up stressing, worrying, tensing up, trying, wanting and needing everything to be better. And to give up being so hard on myself, blaming myself and beating myself up!
The feeling which came after was to give in…..
Give in to the magic
Give in to the Angels
Give in to th universe, great spirit and God source energy
After that some really amazing ( and as I said before simple cool things happened )
I started to feel much better. Yay! ???
a free box of angel incense arrived with all different kinds of angelic support as you can see from the picture
I shared this with a friend who said this was pretty cool timing, I replied undeniably cool then googled the meaning of this word and look what came up… An example of dog training !! WOW
unable to be denied or disputed.
“it is an undeniable fact that some dogs are easier to train than others”
synonyms: indisputable, indubitable, unquestionable, beyond doubt, beyond question, beyond a shadow of a doubt, inarguable, undebatable, incontrovertible, incontestable, irrefutable, unassailable;
& then a lovely PayPal popped in for a coaching booking
THE MAGIC IS FLOWING !!!
I give up
I give in
I am ready to SHINE BRIGHTLY and magically manifest miracles! I am allowing things to come to me naturally :)???
How about you ?
What are you going to give up ?
What are you going to give in ?
& how are you going to SHINE BRIGHTLY ???
& to top it all off I have a dog free day tomorrow as I am going to. Drum birthing retreat, time for myself, time to get creative. I am intending I come back refreshed and refined and of course ready to shine ?
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